Intolerance

It’s getting to the point where I simply cannot handle winter anymore and I am going to have to start brainstorming ideas for getting the hell out of here this time next year.  I can’t handle this!  I feel trapped, I feel stressed, I feel miserable, I am sick of shovelling myself out, I am sick of boots and bundling up, I am sick of walking everywhere in the snow, I am sick of being cold all the time, I am sick of taking transit in the snow, I am sick of the lack of sunlight, I am sick of EVERYTHING.

I am thinking that if I’m still in this house next year, perhaps I can organize a house swap with someone in a warmer climate for a month or two. They can come & stay here & enjoy the white shit and I can go somewhere to get away from the white shit.

Someone suggested to me that I might be able to afford to get away somewhere cheap for a month on my pension, and I am going to look into that, too. Cuba or Mexico or something.

I just cannot take this anymore and I feel like it’s making me crazy.