Burning
I burn so easily.
Today, it appears as if a close friendship has kind of come to an end. Another one. No explanation, just an abrupt ending.
Late last week, a promising beginning with a guy also came to an end. Again, quite abruptly, but this time I knew exactly why.
It doesn’t make any difference in the end. I hurt nonetheless.
I have shut down my FB as I feel the need to isolate and fill my time with more engaging endeavours. And people are disappointing me lately; I can’t take any more right now.
I’m tired and wound up. I have had a series of panic attacks and I am having a lot of chest pain – which I know is nothing and which I know professionals will chock up to anxiety rather than anything wrong with my heart. The stress can’t be good for my cardiomyopathy, though, so I’m trying to manage as best I can.
And of course all this happens at the time of year I loathe the most.
I hear you. I have very few friends left now and really I’m not sure why. But it hurts. I’m super lonely even with the love of my life beside me. I’ll miss you on FB but I’m still planning on meeting up with you next November in Vangroovy. Hang in there kiddo you are a real person of value xxx
I’m sorry to hear this. While I have not been burning up your in box with emails you have been in my mind all year long. For what it’s worth, I will always be here and I value our long distance friendship very much.
I’m not on FB but I am on Twitter so, look me up if you ever open an account,
Tina
xxx
Take care. xx
(Hugs you)
Taking a facebook break is not necessarily a bad thing, as that place can be a swamp of humble-bragging and white people problems. It’s exhausting.I hope that your replacement activities are more positive and give you the human contact that facebooking lacks.